What is pursued in life?
What is pursued in life?
Not free for a long time ‘ This is one’s own best book mouth) In no mood to come here to keep a diary too, sometimes suddenly heard a song, think the lyrics are good, can represent one’s own mood at that time, so searched for and searched for in websites again, regard lyrics as one’s own diary.
Can be regarded as the most relaxed one recently in the whole afternoon of today. There are a kind of baffled inanition and loneliness in the heart, has opened the song not heard for a long time, have opened while hearing the websites not patronized for a long time.
Recently very busy, busy oneself know, be anything. I ask oneself whether I getting enterprising, I give one’s own definition very enterprising, very low-key and enterprising. I attempt to conceal such me enterprisingly, but I can not deceive myself. Reality cruel, I enterprising a apparent one pale and unable in front of reality, but this is not my fault, it is the person or thing around me that lets me form such a personality.
I like thinking, ponder over some irrelevant things such as the meaning of life too sometimes, in fact this is meaningless thoroughly.
My dream that concerned at most. What is the love? What kind of love do I pursue? It is the money, it is the enjoyment of the material, not that seem, it is the fame and gain, not, sometimes will think too, whether if the love apt to get is not precious, is not worth treasuring, not that it seems, had met during these years, passed by, is letting oneself grow up constantly, let oneself wander up and down among gain and loss too. These can’t deny I have no dream, just I have no courage to give up everything one’s own to pursue one’s own dream. But I think it is oneself that can not fail in more reasons. The society flowing over this material desire, it means you will pay the cost beyond imagination to fail, this kind of cost makes me frightened, the timid step heard.
Growing the family not very rich, parents give me happy life, but I still can’t free from philistinism, but what am I pursuing? Pursue the car of the house? Only meet one’s own enterprising vanity that brings? It is not all what I want that these seem, what what I really wanted is, in fact have final conclusions, that is healthy! Happy!
See oneself later, am I healthy? Am I happy? ….
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